Sprinkled pieces of Bliss

 hello everyone, updates!

new job

i thought it would be kinda unfair to evaluate my new job first day into it. and now, i've finally came to a conclusion. the saying is: if you try hard enough, everything will eventually turn out. im not trying to say my job's getting all rosy and piecing up. its just that it doesn't seem as unbearable as how i thought it was initially.

first day of work i recalled, working into the wee hours of the night. i reached office at 11am, worked till 5.30pm and we all went to grand plaza hotel to prepare for the last day of Forex workshop. it started at 7pm, and go on all the way to 12am. first day i worked a total of 10 hours minus the 1 hour break i went. it was horrible, seriously. imagine knowing nothing, having no idea what you're supposed to do, no friends, all alone, having such a long day on your first day itself. the very first day, i hated it. all i think is to get out of it ASAP. i was even worrying how am i supposed to serve the one month's notice should i tender my resignation. i had serious thought about giving up, why should i put myself through all these shit?

but in the end, i decided to push the thoughts of resignation to the back of my head. after all i shouldnt forget why was i here in the first place! i need the knowledge, i need the experience, i need the money. and for that, i will put up with the job. at least until i gained something from it. 

there can be so many things im unhappy about the job, but if it helps me in the future i should hold on right? after all its just 6 months maximum. i wont divulge too much here, in case my blog got google or something. i mean, its always better to play safe~ but one thing's for sure, its definitely not the ideal job that i would commit in long term. 

in short, i'll be counting down to liberation, the day i can proudly say goodbye to it, with a much fuller head!

***

on a lighter note, went out with my mates and celebrated my belated birthday with Singapore's! we went to waraku at starhub centre~ nicey room, nicey ambience and of course, lovely people~ and im quite surprised when the bdae cake came. cause i didnt expect there'll be one since its already belated. really appreciate it lots guys ^^ you all made my day as usual XD i felt loved=D. i'll upload the pics soon~

-loved <3

haha yes, i haven felt much love in a very long time.

they say all good things come to an end. and all good times will pass.
its very typical of human nature to take things for granted, and only appreciate and cherish once the ending hits you.

in my 1 year and 8 months in mother garden, i never once thought of quitting, leaving. it seems so natural, for me to take the train to harbour front, walk to vivo, through the B2 carpark, via the cargo lift, and to the shop. we played, we worked, we chit-chat, we screamed in shop, complaint about customers, laughed at silly things. those pictures/videos we took, they all spelled m-e-m-o-r-i-e-s =)) those activities became a habit. and habits are hard to quit..  

so much feelings are flowing through me now. how should i put it? a mixture of sadness, happiness all together. feel appreciated and loved by my colleagues.

the last day... was like any other normal working days. i didnt feel any sadness until the time to part... with my beloved huixuan. suddenly everything just dashed through my mind, all the silly things we do, all the jokes, tak glam photos, cursing at dumb customers, gossiping about other people, planning of surprises for colleagues, discussing about life, and the list goes on! its always so much fun around her, and we really having endless flow of topics~

you really caught me by surprise girl. cause we parted, i even sent you to the lift and watch you go down. i really didnt expect you to pop back with a cheese cake i've been craving for whole afternoon~ its really sweet of you!! and i cant forget the first sentence you told me when you appeared back in the shop " wo she bu de lah~~" and handed me the cheesecake. 

it looks like any other cheesecake. but to me, its the best cheesecake i ever tasted! its our cheesecake story =) (you seems to have an affinity with cakes from breadtalk hahah =P )

to my huixuan <3 (exclusively):
you know, your first impression to me was "that cheerful girl" at pacific coffee. the one who grinned to me with the most genuine smile. at that time, we were all "young" haha. and we didnt know what to expect from the job. initially i wasnt that close to you. and i've no idea since when we became closer and closer. before i knew it, you were my BFF at work! everytime i browse through the schedule, i'll secretly hope i had more similar shifts with you. cause you are such a fantastic partner to work with! be it doing display with you, spring cleaning, shipment, arranging the messy storeroom, i knew it'll always be fun with you! cause we'll start talking real loudly, crack jokes that only we think is funny~ through the 20months we spent together, we've seen each other grow. i'm proud of you, girl. really. i remembered you requesting for your good and bad points from all of us. the fact is that not many people have the courage to face criticism. and to ask for it.. its even more difficult. i recalled writing that you dont work hard for improvement, dont work hard to achieve greater things. let me take it back now yea? cause i think you've done it. you worked hard, and erased that critique. the huixuan now seems tougher for life, you've put in effort, achieved your job satisfaction. i'm glad to see you registered for school, i think you know what you want now. and you know i'm extremely proud of you! =) i really hate to leave you, even though i know we can still meetup often, but its just not the same. i think its like what i told you, because our connection is build through mothergarden. i think you've seen the most sides, the most unreserved sides of me. crazy stuffs i'll do and say, beneath that cold and strong surface i show to the world. you might not know, but you're one i'll pour my heart to. certain things i confide, only to you and none other. haha. thanks for being my listening ear! =)) and you're not allowed to stop being one haha. so much to say that i cant put it into words here for you. i'll just summarize. thanks, huixuan, for your friendship, for everything. i appreciate you. =)))

i am so gonna miss each and everyone at mothergarden! especially those who were with me from the very beginning, huixuan, olivia, jarett.. i think i can fully understand xinhui's feeling when she left us a few months before.
not to forget wei feng, roger, and all the other friends! everybody's being so nice to me. (i cant bear to leave already lah!) thanks roger for sending me home today after work. all the way to boonlay, though he lives in sengkang. and his refusal to accept shop keys right after my last shift. he knew, he understood. thanks roger, i appreciate you! received weifeng and olivia's message, touched. thanks, i felt the concerns and wishes really!

to all the staffs/managers in mother garden:
you guys are golden footprints in my life!   =D

lots of <3,
Hugs + Kisses,

mi'sty *

 byebye my butter dearest~ i cant believed you just flew away like that. haha. anyway, i hope your new campus/environment will be extremely pleasant and exciting! wahaha=D~ i'm sure you'll adapt to your new phase of life very soon yea! you'll be missed, definitely~ and you wont be around on my birthday =( *pouts* never mind, we shall webcam soooon!!

**
changi airport is still as lovely as ever. haven been there for quite some time.. ah i'll really like to work there~ despite the distance. i think its an interesting place, the planes, the runway, especially at night. the little lights that lit up along the runway. its a seriously beautiful sight. i love intensity of different emotions flowing amongst the guests in each halls. the arrival hall; the anticipation, happiness. the departure hall; tears, seperations. 
-
you know, some feelings are just imprinted. you thought you've forgotten, but its only temporary. it just need a little something to trigger it, to put it on your mind. and to think you've pushed it right to the back of your head, not talk about it. maybe its not that easy as it seems. 

i'm gonna bid an early farewell to june. 
its the warmest month of the year, the weather is just so unbearable!

anyway, i'm finally back on livejournal.
i'm so gonna update you guys on my latest happenings haha!

for the past few weeks, so much has been on my mind.
i've been busy, trying to string each and every thought that passes through.
well, looking back on 2008, the end of June marks half a year had gone.
it seems like yesterday when we're busy making new year resolutions,
working hard for final projects/tests, dragging ourselves to boring lectures/tutorials.
hitting town after class, skipping class for lunch buffet~ hahaha!
next came the long awaited prom (okay maybe for me only)
and then graduation day with our graduation/harrypotter robes.
all these are still vividly in my mind~
but if i do the math, its like months back!

ever since i received the admission letter for jan intake from SIM, i'd knew i had some serious thinking to do.
procrastination through weeks of procrastinating.
i finally found the time to edit my resume and sent in my application for various job positions.
initially i had some serious plan on getting into the financial sector.
assistant trader seems so appealing~
but after putting the requirements against my resume,
for once, i feel embarassed to even think about getting the job. 
instead of putting myself as a joke by applying, 
i reckon i'll be more sought after in the industry of my diploma.
i sent in 4 applications for 
assistant merchandising assistant with Wing Tai,
event executive for powerup capital, 
events coordinator with the Advertiser,
and marketing executive with G2000 apparels.
from which, 2 application rebounded back to my email domain.
Wing Tai and PowerUp Capital responded.
went for the interview with PowerUp Capital.
wasnt too bad. i like the job scope, which is about coordinating events
liaising with clients, and bit of public relation here and there.
what really attracts me to the job is prolly the ground of knowledge that can be picked up.
planning for trade seminars, which i can also benefit from attending.
thats one of the things i really wanna do; learn about trading.
besides im sure, the network of people in that field will be good connections in the near future.
the office is at peninsular plaza, near cityhall station.
(which is a plus point.) you know i've got something against office towers that requires you to take a small walk from the station.
oh yea, and the pay's pretty good too =D
i'm kinda surprised when i was hired on the spot.
you know, after all i haven been to interviews for a year plus~
i thought they were supposed say "thanks for your time, we'll call you soon"
in any case, i got the job =)
and i actually withdrew from the Wing Tai assistant merchandiser even before going for the interview. not that i didnt like it, just that after much considerations, i seriously don't see why i have to pick a job in Kovan when i live in the West! not only that, you'll have to take a bus for 3 bus stops from Kovan station before reaching wingtai's office building. it really do seems abit insane now that i think about it! it prolly take an hour plus to travel to work every morning! and its not as if i didnt had enough of that outram walk way! *complaints* 

i'll be starting work officially on the 14th july. (which is also my butterfly's first day of school)
expect i'll get pretty busy~ maybe i'll become a workaholic like elisa~ haha!
for then, monetary rewards, work achievements and going back to school will be my sources of motivation!

아자 ! fighting 미스티 ! =D

Finally, i had 한 국 말  on my computer~
기 뻐 요 !

its good to have 한 국   친구  whom i can practice with.
왜 녀 하 면 , practice makes perfect! =D

그 래 요 ， 
안 녕 히 주 무 세 요   !

X)

 post graduation.
came all the applications and life choices.
it became more clear when all the slips arrived.
for once in a very long while, i know what i wanted to do.

school's starting in january. on the count, i have a whopping six months more of holidays. yea, the so-called holidays. where i can choose to stay in my comfort shell and continue my part time work in mother garden. but it just dwell on me that i shouldn't waste my life away anymore. i mean, i do love the hourly rate i'm paid for this job. i love my colleagues whole heartily, i can bet on my nails there's no where you can find colleagues like them; who laughs on the same frequency, who treats you with full sincerity. they are more than colleagues to me. they are friends, BFF (: i would really hate to leave them. but i guess i have no choice. i have to realise that staying will be at a great opportunity cost. i cant afford to waste 6 months of my life doing cleaning, packing shelves, doing display and handling the POS system. i need something of concrete experience, where it can contribute to building up my resume.

it wasn't easy to break the news to my manager. and i can fully understand how xinhui had felt when she's at it! especially when all along wf had been such a figurehead, and he has been extremely kind to us; to all the rubbish we gave, all the troubles we caused. even though we don't spell it out, i must say we appreciate you closing one eye to certain matters. well its not like i owe him a contract or anything, but its more to the disappointment i gave? i really hate to disappoint wf. much as i believed he had always thought of me as a very promising staff. 
i cant help but feel touched when i finally told him my decision, and he respected that, and even offered to help me to get a place in the industry i wanted. while amidst it all, he's gonna commit to a new job while juggling the staffing problems. what's surprising is that wf actually allows me to be a super-part-timer throughout the six months where i'm gonna commit to another full-time job. fyi super-part-timer refers to working probably 40 hours a month, which is equivalent to one weekend and one half-shift weekday. he must have knew i cant bear to leave my huixuan and everyone there. well after all i've been there for a good 1 year and 7 months. in any case, its the perfect golden deal for me, since can i resume my part-time there once uni starts in jan. (:
 
ever since completing my O'levels, i've been so accustomed to working part-time. for that 3 years plus, i've never been out of a job. be it FnB industry, or sales sector, working has always been a part of my life. if i were to quote the biggest achievement i've had, i guess i would have to say its financial independence. of course the other delightful things will include learning new stuffs, gaining experience and meeting wonderful people. its an amazing thing, really. somehow being financially independent ignites a certain drive in you, it makes you Believe in Yourself. and i'm not afraid to shout out loud that i believe in myself. i believed that i'm destined for something great. if i want it, i would get it. it might pose off as arrogance, haughtiness. but what i know is i've never doubt myself, i've never doubt my capability.

and you know what?
that is really my strength.
i never doubt, i conquer!
(: 
 

i'm not counting down to my birthday.
(which is in 2 months plus time.)
but i do ponder over what have i learnt about myself in this to-be 20 years of life.

i'm not talking about food and beverages like and dislike.
i'm talking about the sequential cycle of mood.
how do you react in certain circumstances.
why do you react in a certain way.
what affects your mood and behaviour.

i'm proud to say that in this study of Project Me,
i did obtained a satisfactory degree of understanding.

the start of report:
PROJECT ME.

in the field of mood cycle,
i figured a list of stuffs which instil my body to emit happy hormones:
*having a good complexion
*observing improvement in my complexion
*having lost weight
*having a good hair day
*having perfectly manicured/pedicured nails
*perfectly groomed, head to toe
*an overall financial well-being
*being determined about a certain thing
*receiving appreciation from peers
*receiving compliments/recognised for my hard work.
*successfully surprised a friend
*entering a new phrase of life

**and the list is not exhaustive**

the list of stuffs which instigate subject (me) to become snappy, angry and horrible is contrary to the list above.

-the end of report-

~~
Note: please take note of the syndromes and forgive the subject if she ever gets on your nerves when she's boiling for no apparent reason. 

=))

got the inspiration from CLEO and decided to post a blog lesson for all guys through the insight of the female psychic.

**

Lesson #1
What you say and what we hear.

you say: have you been eating alot lately?
we hear: OH MY FUCKING GOD!! YOU BALLOONED!!!

you say: you grew fatter.
we hear: forget it. you're not as attractive to me anymore. don't even try to flirt, meatball! you seriously need to stop eating!

you say: you've got a good appetite.
we hear: you eat alot. no wonder you're so fat!

you say: why are you wearing this?
we hear: whats wrong with you? you dress like a freak!!

you say: you should start exercising.
we hear: i think you are a fat lump of shit.

you say: see how first.
we hear: obviously my answer is NO! can you just stop bugging me?!

you say: whatever!
we hear: i don't give a damn!

you say: (name of our gf) is so hot so pretty!
we hear: i wish i were talking to her instead of you! damn, why am i stuck with you!? 

you say: who's that girl beside you in your DP? so pretty! intro leh!
we hears: who gives a shit about you!? i'm only talking to you because i have an ulterior motive of getting to know your hot friend!

you *give one word answer*
we hear: i don't feel like talking to you. hope you can see my hint and f* off!

**the above scenario, has been justified and the truth was recognised that one word answers are given when a guy is: 
(1) busy
(2) watching soccer/tv/video
(3) gaming
it could also be "i don't feel like talking to you" in certain cases.**

*
*
* 
for a closure:
hope today's lesson is enriching! tune in for more up coming lessons by sang sae nim, mimi.


<3,
sang sae nim mimi 

A very big HELLO to my loyal readers who frequent my blog X)
(if there is any/still some)
i hope you guys still remember lao niang's my blog link! =\
anyway, first thing first, let me introduce a newly launched livejournal~

http://little-dresser.livejournal.com

its a livejournal selling in-stock apparels by my cousin and I.
please support! 
misty would be utmost appreciative if you could recommend the site to your girlfriends (:

***

had a poly mates gathering on the 18th may!
finally we managed to squeeze in half a day of catching up for everyone.
its also-known-as jarett's birthday celebration~
(says to jarett: lucky you!)
we had dinner at Shokudo. [not sudoku X) Fine, don't roll your eyes!]
the pasta were pretty tasty i must say!
and the price is well, reasonable enough for that quality.



you don't see jarett like that everyday. WAHAHAHA!


birthday boy succeed in acting cute.



the real cute ones... X)


the elated one.


the suspicious/doubtful one.








birthday pinch~!






taking turns with the birthday boy.



another groupie! =D estie's missing though~ =(



sasa loves jarett's green thing. =P







the random shots...



and last but not LEAST, the scandalous shots ;)
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.




thats the classic for the night. none other than a birthday KISS from Mr. Rawcliffe to our birthday boy...!! 
*kiss kiss plays in the background*

=)))

have you ever been attracted by the beauty of the night?
the darkness that engulfs the earth,
which brings about a closure, as well as the anticipating of daybreak. 
the peacefulness of night, 
the quietness of night,
where thoughts run deep.
out of the window grills, blocks of flat, units of families.
their lights dim.
people stealing a moment away from life.
thats a definition of night.
thousands of dancing lights,
bright and glaring.
loud music within the walls,
people stealing a moment away from life.
thats another definition of night.
whichever way, the night captures my love.
it signifies that a better tomorrow awaits. 
the night breeze promises hope.
the night sky is a reminder to how huge the universe is.
and how silly we are to get troubled over small issues.
its a big world out there,
how could anything bring us down?
the significance of night to me,
take in the night breeze, gaze into the dark starry sky.
we heal, we recover. 
its magical, ain't it?

those were the days, 
we roam around school arm in arm. 
sang songs at empty staircase, 
count down to lunch time.
carried similar secret compartment bagpacks.
giggled together when the cute guy pass by.
stayed back in class after school,
doodling on the blackboard.
laughing at silly jokes.

i missed those days in secondary school!
i missed having that one best girl friend to yourself.
someone who knows all your little secrets,
someone who will stick up for you,
someone who will share your interest,
someone who will pick up the phone and dial your no. when she needs a listening ear,
someone you can call when you feel like sharing your problems,
someone who will listen and agree with you.
someone who values your friendship above all others.

as we age, our circle of friends become broader.
we make friends from all walks of life.
be it hi-bye friends, acquaintance, school mates,
how many will actually be there for you when you really need it?
well its true that we will have a clique of BFFs, 
out of which you can easily talk to anyone of them.
but you know it just aint the same,
like in secondary days, that one best mate that could pass off as your twin sister.

met up for a simple dinner with my best girl friend in lower secondary.
reminisce the old past times.










take-away dinner at the playground;
chit chatting at the pool side.
a simple catching up session is enough to make my day. =)

its silly how we once let a guy come between us.
but i'm glad we managed to clear things up.
and i'm sure this bond will go even further.
after we realise who is he to break us up!?
and after all guys come and go, but girl friends are forever right?
=))

 kinda disappointed that we didnt get to meet up eventually. considering the fact that we've been planning the session a month before. but oh well, i guess none's to blame. everybody's tired, busy with work and stuff. anyway, expect we'll be having a BBQ soon (before kb gets enlisted), tentatively a friday night, at east coast park. will keep you guys posted when i managed to book a pit. so meanwhile PLS PLS PLS clear your friday nights appointment!

didnt wanna waste our youth, (ok here i go again haha) so me xinhui, evan & her friends decided to hit zouk. but zouk was freaking crowded. so we ended up at the power house. the crowd on that night seems younger than usual. music wasnt bad either. we had our fill of 5 free drinks and hit the dance floor.

didnt really take much pic though. too troublesome to tote a camera around~




to elisa lee henghui:

tadah!! the cutie i found. you lost half the bet! cause he claim that he's not rich. so you owe me $250 =D
lalalala~~

  what can i say about the relentless pursue of perfection?
i enjoy the finest things in life.
and do you call it materialistics?
i look up to the idea of fashionable clothes on a sleek body
a head with not a strand of hair out of place
a flawless vanilla complexion
on designer's killer stilettos
and tote on an expensive handbag.
the lavish lifestyles of spa, manicure, facial treats.
i secretly wish my dad was the CEO of some big company,
so that i can succeed him,
learn the ropes of doing business from him
and be a promising successful high flyer.
i'm ashame of myself, for only having small entrepreneurial dreams
what do i possess above all to make it big?
it will all be small fry compared to big MNCs.
interest aside, maybe i should learn to look at the big picture.
the prospects.

 livejournal reminded me that the last time i blog was a week ago when i finally log in.
been pretty much occupied i guess. and the laziness is beginning to crept onto me.
oh well, everybody isn't updating their blog too! =p

but here i am, on a lovely rainy thursday morning blogging.
okay, actually i'm very bored. 
schedule to work morning shift alone today.
and there's not a freaking living soul in the shop (except meeee)
so here's me myself and I left to rot my youth away.
haha okay, not that serious.
but i'm to rot till 1.30pm before jarett comes in.
and no toilet breaks also okay!

lets talk about rainy days.
i love rainy days! its so nice too sleep in!
besides sleeping in, rainy days are also nice days for shopping!
you can dig out all the scarves and boots and pretend to winter-dress yourself.
whats more, no sweaty feeling, no frizzy hair, no oil on your face!
how sweet. 
the weather before its gonna rain is even better! 
grey skies! with the chilly breeze and wonderful soil smell!
yadah yadah..
when people are bored, they talk about weather.

grr! 
not gonna continue ranting here.
blog when i have more interesting stuffs to share!
tada~ for now!
 

After tolerating its presence for 3 days, i finally lost control.
it crossed the line, to appear in MY ROOM.
i endured 3 days of torment, living in fear, that it would drop onto my head.
or sprung onto my body.
attack me while i was bathing halfway.
why should i take all these shit from it?!
tonight, at 9.30pm when it appeared beside my computer,
i decided it was time i draw a closure to all these.
i took out the PESTICIDE (mortein) and proceed with my assassination plan.
i will suffocate it, make it breath imiprothrin and cypermethrin!
and then, i will engage external help (my mum) to help to clear away the corpse!
and so i SPRAY, PSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSTTT!!! 
a generous amount of poisonous gas onto the enemy.
but it refuses to die! 
it struggled and tried to continue climbing upwards.
luckily my poisonous gas is too much to deal with!
(i guess it was slippery) it slipped and fall to the ground with a *thud*
i screamed (of triumph)
i continue to dampen it with my mortein!
till it crawl under my computer desk.
naively i thought it was dead. 
and i happily restore to surfing my net.
when suddenly, i saw it appeared BELOW MY CHAIR!!!
i swear it was back for revenge!
i was forced to activate my can of poisonous gas!
it was limping but yet crawling at a moderate pace towards my 3-stage drawer and bedside!
i knew i had to stop it immediately!
just at that crucial moment, the catastrophe struck.
my bravest soldier - poisonous gas died on me.
there's no more poisonous gas to be emit!
watching the pace it was crawling, into safe boundaries (behind drawers) where i cant reach it, my heart raced.
i only had time to dash into the toilet to retrieve nothing but a AIR FRESHENER!!
lavender smell somemore, pian yi the stupid LIZARD!!!
without further ado, i spray yet another generous amount of air freshener on it.
but to my despair, the lavender smell doesnt seem to scare it much!
it continue to crawl and disappeared behind my stack of drawers. =(
i hope its dead, from all the chemicals that i sprayed on it.

right, you, i see that finger pointing at me!
its not cruelty, you don't have to be kind to pest you know!
they breed, spread disease and causes mental disorder in humans in some extreme cases!
and i'm no guan-yin-ma to pests!
at least i let it die smelling of lavender!
 
lesson learnt:
air freshener doesnt kill lizards!
well, maybe i should try nail polish remover or toner next time! =X

***

on a happier note, i bought a new companion for long MRT journeys!
let me introduce to you my new boyfriend... ...

samsung MP3 P2!!
music is my boyfriend! =D
with this, no more boring journeys~!
*giggles*
 

laser teeth whitening is so freaking painful!!!!! 

yea, it is FREAKING PAIN! compared to that, braces is nothing! but braces didnt hurt much actually. oh well!
as mentioned in my earlier post, fabulous smile has this $499 promotion for laser teeth whitening. its like half price from the usual market rate of 1000+ so i thought yea, why not give it a try since i've been wanting that treatment for ages! (well i'm not too sure if the half-price was one of the reason for the pain) anyway, the procedures were as follows:

1) they fix this horrible plastic fitted with springs to prop your mouth open throughout the whole session
2) they apply some moisturizer to your lips
3) they applied some protective cream(i supposed!) to your gums 
4) they applied translucent blue paste onto your front visible 8 or 9 teeth
5) they used a machine which emits blue laser light to shine onto your teeth

the first application was okay.
follow by the second, where i can feel (bubbles??!!) around my gums. (okay maybe just fizz)
but i seriously suspected my gums boiled!
the feeling of erm how-do-i-describe okay, intense rubbing against sunburnt skin!
CAN YOU IMAGINE??!!
and the brochure said it was P-A-I-N-L-E-S-S 
-.-" apparently the person who wrote that DIDNT TRY the treatment!
and to my horror, the therapist told me with a smile: " okay, last application!~"
me: "&^@*&#$(*72(*43&#*%& (cause i couldnt speak~)
and so i'm burn for another 10 mins! =''(
and trust me, there really isnt any joy having your mouth prop open for A WHOLE HOUR!!!
i could use the saliva collected to build a reservoir to drown ants!

okay i know you guys are eager to know the results haha.
TADAHH~~ heh, no pictures =X my bro brought his digi cam to taiwan! 
and handphone cam doesnt do my hollywood teeth justice okay! (let me hao lian abit ok, cause v pain a gain! =D)

**
just gotten some pics from xuan sweets.
shall share with you guys!! =)

NOTE: IF YOU ARE HUI XUAN PLS DO NOT PROCEED. I REPEAT, DO NOT PROCEED! WAHAHAHAH!!


full length mirrors are love =D

we are twits wannabes!




eh where's the camera girl?!


=D finally a perrrfect one!


this girl ah.. tsk tsk...

i'm gonna expose some paparazzi-worth photosss of her!!



CAUGHT YA BIO-ING EDISON OKAY!!!!! (edison is the dog's name btw ;)


she finally gave in to temptation. i knew she love that dog. 

WAHAHAHAHAHA!!

to huixuan: told ya not to proceed right!!! hahahahaha =Pp
**

 bro's sailing off to taiwan for a month. 
bon voyage! fair winds and following sea~ 
hope he brings back pretty cabinet for me!
**

stayed at home to watch my drama for the 2 rest days.
i think its the best form of entertainment you can obtain alone.
with luck i might get used to this kinda life,
where my phone laid motionless, dead.
i could disappear, just steal a day away, and no one will notice.
somehow i just don't see the thrill of being on msn anymore.
it doesn't connect me to people any more or less.
i had enough of scrolling up and down my contact list,
and how many of them do i actually talk to.
or are the contacts just there for the sake of being there?
i look at the many facets of life,
and asked myself, whats the thing that keeps me going?
it used to be having my family and friends close to me.
but now it seems that i've grown greedier.
** 

there is only so much i can do.
so i guess its time i say, goodbye.
**

I'm standing on the bridge
I'm waiting in the dark
I thought that you'd be here by now

There's nothing but the rain
No footsteps on the ground
I'm listening, but there's no sound

Isn't anyone trying to find me?
Won't somebody come take me home

It's a damn cold night
Trying figure out this life
Won't you, take me by the hand, take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are but I, I'm with you
I'm with you

I'm looking for a place
I'm searching for a face
Is anybody here I know

Cos nothing's going right and
Everythings a mess
And no-one like's to be alone

Isn't anyone trying to find me?
Won't somebody take me home

It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Won't you, take me by the hand, take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are but I, I'm with you
I'm with you

Oh, why is everything so confusing
Maybe I'm just out of my mind 
Yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah
Yeah yeah 

It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Won't you, take me by the hand, take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are but I, I'm with you
I'm with you

Take me by the hand, take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are but I, I'm with you

I'm with you

I'm with you.

**
it spells it all.
 

finally, last day of 4 closing shifts in a row! cant wait for my rest day tomorrow! gonna bring mummy to the USA bomber or whats-its-name to try out their grilled chicken! and im salivating as im thinking about it lol. wed gonna stay at home and rot. driving at 230pm. 
my social life = 0 argh.
i wanna clubbbb!!
i want Sentosaaaa!!
=(
signed up for the laser teeth whitening package at Fabulous Smile.
at the promotional price of $499. exclusive of GST (grr)
good thing is that they offer interest-fee instalments for the full payment.
so you get to choose 6/12/24 months to pay back the amount by credit card.
haha its worth it right? since that 'hollywood smile' can last like 2 years. =D

on another note, i've been spending quite alot lately! =/ 
gonna get a new mp3 (like finally!)
i've been like lusting over that sexy Samsung P2 for ages!
cant wait to get my hands on it!!


ps: i want a dog too! *pouts*

 after my girls left yesterday, i went walking around town alone. 
i guess its kinda different when you have no one to talk to,
you start observing things around you.
walking up the streets, i see many young executives.
many which are around my age.
the working class is indeed getting younger.
believed many of them to be freshly outta polytechnic.
its actually quite intimidating, harbouring the thought that if i didnt go to university, i would be like them.
its 9 to 5 or maybe even longer hours than that. 
for the rest of your life.
oh my god. i don't think so =\
but i wouldn't deny that money plays a very important factor.
the idea of getting a $1000 plus salary at entry level is indeed appealing.
you would be considered financially stable, 
you would be able to get what you want.
you wouldn't need to save up months to get that mp3 or camera like when you're 16 years old.
all sounds good.
where everything is stable and you can slowly move your way up the corporate ladder.
but working life is so monotony.
i see friends working office hours, their change in mindset.
i think stepping into the working class force you to get out from the comfort of your shell, and grow up.
i always thought that working life is still so far away.
i mean, how can i expect someone like myself (who likes to do silly things, jump about, play pranks ) to be serious and to survive in a no nonsensical world?!
adults always told us working world is full of politics,
you have to watch your own back.
nobody will be there to catch your fall.
seemingly its a complicated world outside.
oh maybe its just a part of me thats refusing to grow up.
and its probably one of the biggest reason why i'm bend on getting into a university.

a 20 year old is allowed to have fun and enjoy life still right?